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    October 28

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    我喜欢向没有知识但是聪明的人学习,他们那一套不讲理、原始,令人难堪,但往往行得通。
    受过教育的女人事事讲风度,连唯一的武器都失掉,任由社会宰割。
    ——《玉梨魂》
     
    真正有气质的淑女,从不炫耀她所拥有的一切,
    她不告诉人她读过什么书,去过什么地方,有多少件衣服,买过什么珠宝,
    因为她没有自卑感。——《圆舞》
    March 26

    奋斗

     
     
     
     
    “这个社会不会太多的在乎你的尊严,
    在乎的是你在自我感觉良好之前先有所成就。
    一个真正的男人,行动胜于承诺。
    谁今日与我共同浴血,他就是我的兄弟。
    因为有你在,所以我现在才能在这里”

    这是我一个新认识兄弟所说的话

    很多时候我们在为自己找一个奋斗的理由

    然而当我们经历过数不尽的沧桑历炼,再回头细数时

    才发现我们为之奋斗的理由随着人生不同的阶段更换着

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    为名?为利?为自己?为爱人?为父母?

    当我们有一天突遭意外身亡,在死的那一刻

    我们到底为自己这平静而又激昂的人生感到遗憾还是依恋?

    或者有一个按钮,按下以后,我们所有的金钱,车,房都消失

    我们剩下的还有什么?那些一起疯狂的伙伴,那个相依相偎的爱人还会在那等着吗?

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    当我失去了任何理由继续下去的时候

    也许只是在下班以后随便拉一个人烂醉一番

    渺小的我们,还能怎么干

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    浴血,是的

    在这个激情燃烧岁月里,谁与我浴血,谁就是我的兄弟

    没有情色 没有金钱 没有名利





    January 19

    从新开始

    搬家了

    有大床睡

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    周六早晨气温突降

    但是石头还是很哥们的赶来帮我搬家

    在我物质和友情的支撑下,石头帮我搬了一个大家,出了很多力啊~~~

    真的很谢谢我的老姐!!!

    当然还有丫丫和牛啊

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    见到了传说以久的齐齐

    还是在宝莱纳

    老姐没有找到齐齐

    我却一眼就看见了,之前我从来没有见过

    老姐很诧异的问道“你见过他吗?”

    他单独坐着,手里一根烟,黑色西装,粉色衬衫——好冷啊。。。。

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    齐齐唱歌果然很张学友,好棒

    如果不是今天要回广州,一定会邀请他来我的新家

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    一道心理测试题

    你说你从来没有看见过蓝色玫瑰

    今天你诧异的眼神,惊喜地表情 “原来真的有蓝色的玫瑰啊”

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    我问你知道今天什么日子么?

    你果然很聪明

    上海今天真的像传说的一样,下雪了

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    谢谢你,真的谢谢你,给了我一个温暖的家与坚固的信任

    谢谢你

    微笑

    November 26

    煽动的潮汐


    有人问我为什么那么喜欢陈绮贞
    我不知道为什么喜欢
    就像问我为什么喜欢她一样
    “此刻海洋失去唯一的鱼,在爱人的气息里,残破的太阳升起”

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    每次说起陈绮贞,我想到最多的一个人就是我的老姐石头,给我感觉最像的一个人
    我一直说人生中有很多的不确定,要靠运气,能遇到石头
    人生导师益友,在我最茫然的时候用一句话给我方向,在我狂妄的时候当头一棒,在我失落时候给我光芒
    有人问我为什么总是那么乐观
    我总是微笑着说这是射手座的本性
    其实是石头用她的生活方式慢慢影响了我的人生观
    请原谅我用如此多的语言形容一个人


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    为了让你更融入我的生活
    想让你的思念具体化
    我承认有些时候我是自私的
    正是因为我希望自己的思念具体化

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    “你去他家吃饭啊,我想知道会是什么结果”“那么你让她去别人家吃饭啊”
    生活具有这么戏剧性的嘲讽性
    我们永远不知道前方是什么,唯一能做的就是努力的抓住现在

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    不停的和颜色开玩笑般的聊天
    喜欢不停的提出为难他的问题
    不知道为什么会喜欢这个天蝎座的男子

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    “我需要休息,我需要安静的句型,我需要逃避,摊开你的手让我死在你怀里”
    喜欢秋天的时候,走在满是落叶的街头
    喜欢满是银杏树叶的路上
    晚上一个一个的把朋友送回家,喜欢看着别人到家的样子
    总是担心这个担心那个,最后才担心自己
    似乎很久以前就学会了自残
    知道责任是什么,却总是对自己不负责任

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    昨天吃火锅,石头像个孩子一样捧着一大堆骨头
    老刘房间无处不在的英语单词
    发现自己不像这个世界的人,而是这个世界的旁观者
    看着别人的生活

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    某天妈妈一语惊人“别再糟塌自己了!”
    小时候觉得妈妈很厉害,什么都知道
    大一点以后发现妈妈很土,很落伍
    现在发现,其实最了解的人,是自己的妈妈,只不过她从来不说,从来不管我
    因为她相信我,难得的抱怨是因为她担心我的一念之差

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    一笑了之,总是有很多人来和我抱怨他们生活中的不满,我总是用这四个字来开导他们
    我知道要做到很难,当然了,你必须要学会这点

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    “我不习惯”
    这是我唯一表达抱怨的方式
    能听懂的人不多

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    我的爱一直很安静
    能接受安静的人又有多少
    喜欢这样,安静得走下去

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    猛然间发现
    生活中出现了一个能够让我安静等待6小时的人
    冷漠的世界,温暖人的事情不停的发生在身边

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    “你有房吗?你有车吗?你高收入吗”
    这种问题发生在我身上
    我一直认为
    能说出如此言语的人是如此世俗,但是我才发现这句话很可爱
    才发现,我如此沉默

    笑,不代表我快乐
    沉默,不代表我悲伤
                                                     —— 一个年轻的,对现世充满无奈,却心存感激者的寒酸
    微笑
    October 09

    Big Girls Don't Cry

    La Da Da Da
    The smell of your skin lingers on me now
    Your probably on your flight back to your home town
    I need some shelter of my own protection baby
    To be with myself instead of*, clarity
    Peace, Serenity
    [CHORUS]
    I hope you know, I hope you know
    That this has nothing to do with you
    It's personal, Myself and I
    We've got some straightenin' out to do
    And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
    But Ive got to get a move on with my life
    Its time to be a big girl now
    And big girls don't cry
    Don't cry
    Don't cry
    Don't cry
    The path that I'm walking
    I must go alone
    I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
    Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
    And I foreseek the dark ahead if I stay
    [CHORUS]
    I hope you know, I hope you know
    That this has nothing to do with you
    It's personal, Myself and I
    We've got some straightenin' out to do
    And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
    But I've got to get a move on with my life
    Its time to be a big girl now
    And big girls don't cry
    Like the little school mate in the school yard
    We'll play jacks and uno cards
    Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
    Valentine
    Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
    Cause I want to hold yours too
    Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
    But its time for me to go home
    Its getting late, dark outside
    I need to be with myself instead of*, clarity
    Peace,Serenity
    [CHORUS]
    I hope you know, I hope you know
    That this has nothing to do with you
    It's personal, Myself and I
    We've got some straightenin' out to do
    And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
    But I've got to get a move on with my life
    Its time to be a big girl now
    Don't cry
    Don't cry
    Don't cry
     
    微笑
    September 27

    经典的爵士蓝调《Autumn Leaves》秋叶

    The falling leaves drift by my window
    当那落叶飘过我的窗户,
    The falling leaves of red and gold
    金红色的树叶令我想起,
    I see your lips, the summer kisses
    你的嘴唇和夏日的热吻,
    The sunburned hand that I used to hold
    还有我握过的滚烫的手。
    Since you went away the days grow long
    因为你走了,日子变得如此漫长,
    And soon I’ll hear old winter’s song
    而我又将听到那古老的冬日的歌,
    But I miss you most of all, my darling
    我是多么地思念着你,我亲爱的,
    When autumn leaves start to fall
    在这秋叶纷纷落下的季节。
    Since you went away the days grow long
    因为你走了,日子变得如此漫长,
    And soon I’ll hear old winter’s song
    而我又将听到那古老的冬日的歌,
    But I miss you most of all, my darling
    我是多么地思念着你,我亲爱的,
    When autumn leaves start to fall
    在这秋叶纷纷落下的季节
    I’m missing you most of all, my darling
    我正思念着你那,亲爱的,
    When autumn leaves start to fall
    在这秋叶纷纷落下的季节 

     

    微笑

    September 10

    BitterSweet摇曳性感的声音《 Faith》

    No worry grows
    Everything will work out fine
    We'll hold our back
    Wait for another sight
    I've tasted
    Your bittersweet faith
    My heart waits for you
    I'm taking
    A moment to say
    Everything I do.. (I do, do, do)
    For you

    (I do it all for you)

    Lay your sweet
    Tears have cause my broken dreams
    Don't just be
    A word about a badass
    You'll need more than I'll ever give
    I came back to you
    I love you
    My angel husband
    Everything I do.. (I do, do, do)
    For you

    (I do it all for you)

    (Everything...)

    Oh, we're moving in the right direction
    Word is faith and faith has emerged a shame
    Half us was a beauty of perfection
    And going on, I want to do is stay

    Oh...(I do it all for you)
    Oh....

     微笑
    July 16

    Like a dream

     
    Talking:
    Alright, so what happened was, right
    Verse 1:
    I seen this brother at the club
    Looking extra fly
    His sticks was pounding on the drums
    When I caught his eye
    And oh my gosh he looked at me
    And he smiled at me
    And he played to me
    And i imagined that he spoke to me
    Later on i found his friend
    I said ''Do you know that guy?''
    He said ''Home girl, why sure i do''
    And to my surprise
    He's been saying who's that girl?
    And he's feeling you
    And he thinks you're cute
    And he wants to try and talk to you
    Chorus:
    It's like a dream to me
    It's like a dream to me
    I would have never known
    I would have never known
    It's like a dream to me
    It's like a dream to me
    Verse 2:
    Through the crowd I seen a hand
    Reaching out to me
    I took a chance and took a grab
    His hands where soft and sweet
    I told him he was beautiful
    And he played real sweet
    And he smiled at me
    And it was so real when he spoke to me
    I put his digits in my phone
    And I promised I'd call
    Ran outside and told my girls
    I spoke to drummer boy
    I smiled the whole way to the crib
    He was feeling me
    And he spoke to me
    Oh I can't believe he spoke to me
    Repeat Chorus
    Bridge:
    Oh my gosh
    Can you believe it's true
    Mr. Drummer Boy
    Spoke to me
    Yes it's true
    Maybe Soon [Oh I like that]
    He will call me his girl
    And I'll call him my boy you know
    He could play the drums for my show
    Repeat Chorus
    June 04

    15 Minutes
    15 minutes-marc nelson

    Damn, what time is it
    All snap, i gotta go to work
    Hold up a minute


    Chorus
    All i got is 15 minutes, and i wanna get up in it
    Ain’t got no time to talk, just come and break me off
    Ain’t got no time for love, just come and give me some
    Ain’t got no time to talk, just come and break me off


    7:45 on the dot, guess i’m late for work but i’m feeling kind of hot
    I see you downstairs pouring juice
    Flippin my eggs but i wanna flip you


    Because your, standing right there in your negligée
    Thinking should i hit it but damn i’m late (damn i’m late)
    Maybe a quickie would make my day (oh)
    It’ll make my day, it’ll make my day oh oh


    Chorus 2x


    I think i wanna hit it again, call my boss and tell him i won’t be in
    I bet he’s gonna wanna know why, and i just can’t tell him no lie
    She laying right here in her negligee (negligee)
    Right now i don’t care just cut my pay (cut my pay)
    You’d do the same if you were in my place, with that booty up in ya face


    Chorus 2x


    The first two minutes girl were gonna take out time
    Freak you down hit you from behind
    The next three minutes oh were gonna get on the floor
    Say my name and make me want some more
    5, 4, 3, 2, 1 turning on the side
    Hurry up scream it out, let it go girl
    And when you arrive our time is up
    So scream much louder

    May 29

    天黑黑

    我的小时候吵闹任性时侯
    我的外婆总会唱歌哄我
    夏天的午后老老的歌安慰我
    那首歌好像这样唱的
    天黑黑欲落雨
    天黑黑黑黑

    离开小时候有了自己的生活
    新鲜的歌新鲜的念头
    任性和冲动无法控制的时候
    我忘记还有这样的歌
    天黑黑欲落雨
    天黑黑黑黑

    我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人
    我以为这就是我所追求的世界
    然而横冲直撞被误解被骗
    是否成人的世界背后总有残缺
    我走在每天必须面对的分岔路
    我怀念过去单纯美好的小幸福
    爱总是让人哭让人觉得不满足
    天空很大却看不清楚好孤独

    天黑的时候我又想起那首歌
    突然期待下起安静的雨
    原来外婆的道理早就唱给我听
    下起雨也要勇敢前进…
    我相信一切都会平息
    我现在好想回家去
    天黑黑欲落雨
    天黑黑黑黑
    May 28

    关于男人
    歌手:陈升 专辑:summer

    词:陈升
    曲:杨腾佑
    编曲:恨情歌

    有时候我会欺瞒我自己
    或者迷失在无谓的欢愉游戏中
    有天我老去
    在个陌生的地方
    还要回味昨日冒险的旅程

    其实我也经常讨厌我自己
    或者我怪罪我生存的时代
    努力的找理由
    解释男人的驿动
    也常常一个人躲藏起来

    我听说男人是用土做的
    身子里少了块骨头
    他们用脑子来思考
    有颗漂移的心
    你知道男人是大一点的孩子
    永远都管不了自己
    张着眼睛来说谎
    也心慌的哭泣
    面对着不言不语的脸孔
    谁也不知道男人是怎么了
    music
    慢慢的旅程路途还遥远
    偶尔也怀疑自己是否该向前
    欲望的门已开
    梦的草原没有尽头
    梦里忧郁的花香漂浮在风中

    你知道男人是用土做的
    掉眼泪就溶化一些
    所以是残缺的躯体
    没有绝对完美...

    没有玩具的孩子最落寞
    可是没有梦的男人是什么
    欲望的门已开
    梦的草原没有尽头
    风里有些雨丝沾上了眼眸

    告别的汽笛声轻轻的又响起了
    生命的列车滑过了你心田
    wine, woman and war 是男人永远的最爱
    我只想静静的躺在你身边

    慢慢的旅程终点在哪里